I proposed the idea of buying a 175,000 bit of property to the Lady Talis. A discussion will follow. If it ends up being a positive and we do get such a spot it will certainly entail cleaning up a spot or at least making it the right spot for us to chill out over a longer period of time. The spot feels like a getaway, but the price feels like a hoax. The pure truth of it is that I’m thinking about the way forward. That way means closing the door on here in the near future (maybe up to four years) and looking towards… where?
Moving is not as simple as getting up and saying “I live here now.” I need a job and a place to live. I need to find a place where we both can be happy as a couple and perhaps with land to build out so our kids may have homes nearby. All of these things I want. I don’t even know what country to want them in. This is the fundamental problem of trying to find the way forward.
At least I’m starting to understand the concerns.