Presently enjoying a sunshower outside my office door. There are moments when AZ is pretty darn lovely. It is a pleasant reminder that the space is not always bad. It tells and show me that I need to make the best of the space that I can in a way that is sustainable as opposed to vegging out on youtube just to avoid work and avoid hearing what’s going on in the next room as though I was some pre-teen with parents who fight all the time. In fact, I am avoiding the post teens and their loudly played youtube.. with my own youtube. It is a vicious circle.
I gotta say, it is hard to get off the youtube fix once you get on. I am still on right now, taking in some ASMR from zenfinite. I suppose I can call it weaning myself off that fix. TBH, I did take in a crime video before this. It was right there looking at me and I took the damn bait. Trust me, there is a way out of this. It just takes time to get right.
Last night I slept with the phone in another room. I stayed in bed in spite of waking up a few times and wondering about the time. It isn’t much, but it felt huge to me. It felt like progress.
Some Thoughts:
- Absolutely Bonkers Headline of the Day: “Raccoon goes on drunken rampage in Virginia liquor store and passes out on bathroom floor” So… That happened.