Here is what I think I know:
- I think I will be done with my main Shadowrun project tomorrow. There is about 5k to be finished, and given a useful stretch of time and good eyes I will knock it out. I need to, because it is due.
- I think I am looking forward to throwing a small Super Bowl party. I threw one the last time Ray Lewis and crew went to the show. I was cheering for the Giants and the Giants were spanked. In a perfect world my New Young Maricopa Giants will win on saturday and the Ravens will win on Sunday. Show me some love, universe!!!
- I think I’m at a place where I understand how fortunate I am in life and also recognize the terrible burden that laziness places upon the ambitious. It is better to never dream than to dream and never effort to realize that dream. I have a lot of work to do and I am finally starting to dream again. It starts with wanting something and wanting it in the worst possible way. I’m not all the way there, but I also don’t have a Maggie Grace-like muse pushing me towards my inner angel (californication reference).
- I think Self-actualization is a trap. It is, in the least, fleeting. Just when you know who you are, you become someone else. And once you’ve reached that pinnacle you tend to rest on your laurels. Bad idea. Fried Butter bad.
- I think I’m done with this post.