It isn’t often that I find myself sitting in a corner hacking out a blog on bad fingers while dogs mill around me trying to find a spot to nest closest to my feet. You take what blessings you can in life. Often I forget about such things. Often I see my life in one way when in fact there is much good about and even more that I can do that is good for the people closest to me.
I am not living my best life or being my best self. I suspect that if I don’t get it together soon I will loose the connection to the things I hold most dear. The proble is that I don’t know that I can get it together. What if I’m already too far gone? Of course it sounds like a cop out, but everything sounds like that from a distance. Being in a thing feels different than observing it or reading about it.
In the end I need to consider the good in what I have and what I can do and what I am able to do as a result of the life I live and the people who make that life possible. I must do what is right for them. This is the way.