I tried to turn back the clock a year and found out something very disturbing… My numbering system is WAY off. 6.676 happened a year ago. The math doesn’t –cannot–possibly add up. I’ve made these numerical errors throughout phase 6 of the blog, which points to the fact that maybe it is time for a fresh start. Tomorrow I will move to 7.0.
It’s odd because I am clearly in the 1000’s of posts in phase six and I have been reflecting on milestones that I already passed. The entire thing makes me feel funny inside and moreover, makes me truly wonder about how much I am mentally still holding it together. My back hurts. My mind is slowed. I’m bad at video games. I survive mainly on coffee and love. All but the very last part ought to be fixed. I’m way beyond that time to start fixing.