I’m full of epiphany lately.
The latest installment came moments before this blog as I finished what I thought was a fairly amazing round of Mass Effect 3. I scored second highest in my multiplayer session. I returned to the game lobby to discover that 2 out of 3 players had opted to kick me out of the session. I didn’t get it. I still don’t get it. The effect was just as shocking as taking a look at your ratings on ratemyprofessor.com, but without even the limited sense of reasoning that site offers. Here’s my takeaway–my epiphany for the day:
The world is not the way you see it.
A few friends of mine have been hammering that one into me for a while now. I’m starting to peak in on this ‘other’ reality they claim exists instead of the one I’m content to live in, and I don’t like it. That one makes no sense. Mine is ordered and built around a sense of getting what you deserve and want out of life. I like mine better, even if it isn’t real.
Some Thoughts:
- Just played my worst basketball game ever. At one point I air balled a free throw. I’m going to put this out there simply to acknowledge I’ve hit bottom. My athleticism has sank to depths so low that all I can do is get better. I’m going to the gym tomorrow to start that process.