Streaming the Southern Heritage Classic (Sanders’ Jackson State team is playing) as I blog. I’m not having the best of days. Weaknesses/flaws in my character have been again exposed as they are on a monthly basis at this point and it continues to sap the joy from daily living. I’m also reading DODO still, and the level of bureaucracy being discussed ad nauseam in the text is hurting my soul. In general, my soul is weary. This move continues unabated and unassisted beyond my partner. The kids lift when told, but nobody else is driving this thing. We aren’t all rowing together.
I’m hitting a personal wall of the type where I am no longer certain I intend to move another item. I might be prepared to dump all of it as I did in Maricopa not so long ago. I’m worn thin and nothing feels like it is getting better.