4.222. Reflections on a Thursday Night

Not much doing this eve. Just…

Some Thoughts:

  1. Had a chance to look at the team tonight. We have a few holes and more than a few positional log jams.
  2. Some parents really insist upon building their entire lives around their kids’ sports lives. I am trying hard not to be that guy with varying degrees of success.
  3. I need to figure out some core exercises fast.
  4. Next week promises to be a lot. I’m really at the point of being overwhelmed by how much I need to do vs. trying to have a lifestyle where I don’t have a ton to do. There needs to be a middle ground as opposed to violent swings in each direction.
  5. I think I’ll call that middle ground ‘calm waters’
  6. This makes me think about how important the tides are.
  7. My partner wants me to tell her stories. How do I tell her I am not good enough to do that anymore? Maybe I am just afraid that I can’t but actually can. All I can really do is try and fail and see what happens next.
  8. This is one of those nights where every word is a drawn out struggle. I have nothing at all to say and nothing left to say by default save for goodnight.