Twenty minutes out from yet another online meeting I find myself entirely disinterested in working from the office ever again. I don’t see the point. There are certainly times we should be in the office together and having meetups and face to face conversations, but to be there every single day feels like it lacks any value whatsoever. Most of what we do is planning and programming. We are outreach and event based, so what is the value of spending 40 hrs a week in an office? If and when things get back to normal I argue there ought to be a new normal that is not couched in this archaic need to have people in an office watching them to make sure work is getting done. I want the freedom to work remotely and to live an ideal life. After all, I only get this one life and I want it to be healthy and happy for me.
Some Thoughts:
- As I am thinking about being healthy I am recognizing that I am not. I have good eating habits half the week. I am inconsistent with exercise. I lack the willpower to really go full bore on the working out for health. I need that. I need to be pushing myself and shedding these 20 or so excess pounds in order to live longer. I want to live as long as possible and live well and live in love.
- I am writing again and trying to hit deadlines. Failing, but feeling motivated by the failure to get better and faster. My editor deserves better. My handful of fans deserve better. I deserve better for myself.
- Lazy, therefore, is the way of the darkside.