Back to writing this blog super late at night. This is not a healthy choice. In fact I am full of non-healthy choices lately, and all I can think about is trying to find way to live live healthy and well. I feel as though I am beginning to have complications from my hypertension and I am looking around for solutions. The latest ‘try’ is L-Arganine. I took it once before and it made me a bit crazy. I think that was the placebo effect, but my partner says otherwise. It could’ve just been a latent energy boost or an odd chemical interaction. Regardless, I’ve sworn off the stuff because I am not going to be taking things that are not cool relationship wise.
I am still looking for a nitric-oxide provider, since all of the medical reports and studies I’ve scanned from the NIH and elsewhere tout the power of NO for lowering blood pressure. I want to feel good. I need to. I don’t presently. I miss the long gone days of feeling vigorous.
Some Thoughts:
- I acknowledge that yesterday’s blog was extremely sub par.
- I have not read a story in over two weeks.
- I’ve listened to two novels in that time.
- Randomness: My son’s cat is stalking me. More specifically, she’s staking me out like an 80’s cop show.
- Randomness 2: I’m cycling back into my Minecraft obsession. Crazy times, y’all.
- Fatherhood: I am really good to my kids. Perhaps too good?