Back in Az and hoping for a better tomorrow. I’m excited to slide back into the routine of life for a few weeks and, in spite of the holiday, get the work in. I’m looking forward to hitting this next chapter because I haven’t done junk over the last few days—after all that talk about how well it was going. I guess I talked myself out of it.
I’m well aware of the routine we have in this place and the negative aspects that follow. What I need to do is fight a lot harder against that duldrun and create intention within myself. I gotta do it or else I’m goin fro spiral for the next few weeks. I cannot afford that. Time is low. This draft is due. My body needs to be put back in reasonable shape. So much living is ahead of me, but if I let the heat and the meh get to me it will wind up being junk.
one thing to think about is that I have a partner who pushes me. However, it may be the better look to try to push her more—balance it out and not always be the one dragging .
so that’s the plan: get up in the morning and neg and kick some butt!
some thoughts:
- Quote of the day: You can’t do epic shit with basic bitches.