8.302.

You can tell by me forgetting to publish last night that the negative energy really got to me. It’s a flaw. It is also why I struggle in leadership roles. I don’t want to people-please. I also don’t want to deal with their negativity. I’m turning my attention back to writing and towards the classroom and towards this summer’s travel (as well as graduation right before). I need to shift towards possibility and the powerful impact of travel and the beauty of being somewhere alone with the Lady Talis all to myself. We need more of that in our lives. Here’s to getting it.

Some Thoughts:

  1. Two graduations happening this year. Another next year and we are officially free to move away from the heat.
  2. Don’t know where or when yet. Still. getting into it.

8.301. On Energy

I am particularly sensitive to negative energy. I think that is why I had so much anger s a kid. New York is a particularly angry city and channeling that was not healthy for me. Sucks then that I live in a space that occasionally drifts into hard negative energy. What I need to do for myself is to be present in the moment and aware of how the energy is impacting me. Once I see it, I can move away from it. I can avoid letting it sneak up on me and do the damage it is capable of doing. I wasn’t able to remove myself this evening and instead stewed in it, distracted and trying to center within myself to avoid soaking up all of that bad energy.

Turns out I could use some time away.

Some Thoughts:

  1. The portal is a lot more dangerous this year than it was last year. The kids getting deals this early are the top and or already had deals before they went in. The kid hasn’t landed yet, but it is only coming up on Day 4. We’ll see what the Waiver Wire post shows…
  2. Finished the fantasy season with a first time winner. Gotta order that Trophy!