Hard to believe it is only Saturday. The days seem so much incredibly longer, draped in the weight of emotional uncertainty. I have unresolved issues and am waiting for a conversation with my son. It should have happened the night of the incident, but it didn’t for reasons previously discussed, and now we are in a situation where I am waiting to see him and when I do I’ll need to unload this emotion, but in a controlled way. I’m not mad at all. I’m sad and worried for the kid and for the relationship I want to have with the kid.
I dwell. I have that problem emotionally. I need resolution. Without it and without understanding I am adrift. Of course, I’ve been adrift in one way or another since ’25, and it is time I pulled myself back on course. I’m working on that in a number of ways. A lot of it is about clearing my head and setting stronger boundaries and priorities for myself. It’s work, but I’m worth it.
Some Thoughts:
- Absolutely Bonkers Headline of the Day: “Life jacket worn by a passenger who survived the Titanic auctioned off for over $900,000” Some people have way too much money and way too little sense of what to do with it.
- Also this: “Prosecutors say makeup, wigs helped former Alabama tackle impersonate NFL players in $20M fraud”