Ever have one of those days where it feels like time slips away much faster. You wake up before the sun and by the time its full in the sky you’re wondering where all that time went, and then it goes down and you’re like, “Wait, it’s over?” It is indeed over and I’m taking the ten I have left to blog a bit. My day disappeared fast. It is one of those where I can’t help but feel like I am forgetting something major and I never catch up to remembering it. I’m falling to pieces in a lot of different ways (and pieces? heh) and it has to do with feeling like I am not making much of the time I have left.
That’s a profound thing to think through–the time I have left. I think about it more and more. What does that mean? twenty hours? 28 years? I have no real idea, which is why I should be focused on enjoying this time and not feeling all of this collected stress. Yet here I am. This is not the way. I need to get back to focusing on what I can control, and actually making progress in the areas that I do control, such as refreshing myself and finding that curiosity that leads to creativity.
Some Thoughts:
- House environment is wearing on the Lady Talis and myself. Perhaps in different ways. The result is the same. Peace is required and not being found in place.