The freewrite is going to have to wait another day. I’ve been on a plane or at the airport or in a car for half the day and I don’t have it in me to do more than groan and hiccup. Mostly groan. Home again. It is a mix of good and bad and all of the things in between. I’ve a lot of cleaning to do after three months away, but the biggest thing is that we have to quickly learn how to deflect this terrible energy that is so pervasive here.
Part of it might just be my own sensitivities. And expectations. (and hiccups, because these things are terrible).
I wanted to come home and feel wanted and appreciated. I came home to feeling like an extra with one or two speaking lines. I miss Canada already and I haven’t even tasted the desert sunlight. It is going to take me some time to shift back into things, but I will get there. I’m going to do what the Lady Talis does and find the things I love about this place and fall into that. They certainly exist.
Some Thoughts:
- Late night blog. Low energy. I’ll be better tomorrow.