There are days I just don’t want to go back. Days where I feel like the best stuff is ahead of me and yesterday is just a reminder of the suck. Feels very anti-American Military (Only good day was yesterday). In fact, as I move into my own future I am starting to think the only good day is tomorrow. In terms of the words, tomorrow I get to talk about the Giants (blog) and I get to finish another chapter of the novel (so long as I stay on track). These are all good things. Today was less of that. Today was, IMHO a hot mess.
I don’t have too many of these days anymore, but too many of these days in a week means things are in need of a hard reset. Physically I need to get right. Mentally, I need to pace myself and make the time for what matters. These are things I know I know, and I don’t need to turn the clock back today to reflect on how I’ve grown or why I know them, because I know I am not where I need to be and I know exactly what sacrifices need to be made to be better. Now it is time to make them.