I need to see an eye doctor. The blurring is ridiculous at this point. If I play video games from too far away the blurring happens. If I look at too small print on a screen, the blurring happens. Digital Eye Strain or Presbyopia, if Google is right (which it rarely is). Still I’m working towards understanding. I need an eye exam for real. That blurring is another reminder of my not-so-slow aging. Getting old is not wonderful.
I mean, it is good in some ways. There is wisdom in all of it. I’m definitely wiser and definitely better at some things and in a better position in life than I was as a 20 year old. Well, not in terms of how long of a future and how little debt I have–I screwed that up pretty desperately. I am happy with my life now though. I’m in a place with a wonderful partner to get me moving forward and one who gives me a future to look forward to. I want to get the writing right, but I’ve always wanted that. Won’t be too great without eyes though…
Some Thoughts:
- Turns out I don’t have a lot to say this night.
- I will say that I think this portal thing is coming to a sad close. My kid is probably going to end up at UNI. He probably should have gone there last year. I think he gained a lot of experience from this process and this season. Going back to UNI would mean that he would have a coach he’s had before… for the first time since youth football. Crazy. Won’t be the same position coach, but it will be the same Drake head coach. That’s a plus.
- Nothing else to say…