I’m doing this now while I am thinking about it. Thinking about anything, really. I’ve been dragging ass as it were. I’ve yet to really do more than just think about the possibility of being productive. This is of course a useless mental exercise. Do, or do not. There is no try. This is especially true of taking action in ones own life. At least I got up and walked a few miles with the Lady Talis. These things also matter and do much for the heart in the physical sense. I’m not sure what is going to do that in the mental sense. Feels to me like every time we have a chaotic presidency I start to spiral alongside it, thinking about the futility of it all in a failing world.
I’m mentally drained, but the above is just an excuse. I’m trying to do too many different things as always. It never works the way I want. So, the key is to really focus on locking in on one thing at a time and learning how to transition mind state between these things. I am not very good at it thus far. 50+ years of trying. A drop in the water for an Elf.
I’m no Elf.
Some Thoughts:
- Absolutely Bonkers Headline of the Day: “Military report says ‘one in a million’ live fire malfunction rained shrapnel on California highway” Yet the governor closed that highway prior to the event causing the shrapnel because he thought something stupid would wind up happening. Yep. Points.