Can Colorado win 5 out of the next 6? Yes. Does it matter? No. One of the recent conversations about my recent obsession with devices and tech and TV has been about how much I care about these teams my kids are not on. Its like I needed to choose sides and watch someone else be successful as I am struggling with my own personal balance and success. I’m a bit burned out and burdened by a day to day that, in reality, isn’t so bad. Why> I cannot really say. I think it is more about the fact that I am off kilter and not grounded, so that makes everything else feel heightened and more impactful. It’s like I say in coaching: If your base is solid they won’t move you. My base ain’t solid.
So, that is what this is really about. I’m trying to lock down my base. I am trying to think realistically and positively about what I want in my life, why I do the things I do, and how to maintain balance? That is the battle I’m trying to fight with myself this week. I have ideas and goals. I believe I can spend 3 hours a day 4 times a week writing, take one day a week to focus on school development, and two over the course of that time moving between the two very different mindsets. That is the goal. Today is a school day. Tomorrow feels like I ought to use it as the break day, but I have zero time to write Wednesdays, so I believe tomorrow is the first challenge: How do I plug in writing hours?
I’m working on that part.
Some Thoughts:
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