To begin: there is a 2604. Following the new Monday tradition I wrote it by hand, but failed to upload it. Now in bed late Tuesday eve, I’m not getting up to do it. Too cold. Yes, the desert is cold at night. At least in the winter. Summer continues to swelter 24 hrs a day. Often I think they add an hour just to push out more heat. No, I don’t know who they are. It feels like a question best directed a religions scholar.
Maybe ‘they’ are Aliens.
Regardless, I’ve become more interested in dealing with the world right in front of me and trying to make the best of that. I think we all go through periods of thinking we have it all under control and periods of realizing we have none of it under control. It is a cycle and I am in the none-zone at the moment. Still, the moment has proven to be rather enjoyable. I’m happy with the family and my life to a certain extent. I am finding peace and applying reason and reasonable expectation to all that I see and do.
This is a change from the 20 yr old kid who wanted to run the world from behind a desktop PC. Now I’m more interested in finding a space for my voice and creating a lasting contribution outside of my three very interesting boys.