Over the last two weeks I have had a lot going on. There was the traditional football stuff. This was not much of an issue, but the football party felt new and different and like more work. That was two days after I presented for a local writing group, which I loved but was an event that had me driving back and forth around the city (high energy stuff right there). There was the concert in Tucson a few days later (that we didn’t make) and the seemingly endless parade of homes for sale to be examined (that we didn’t buy). Then there was the graduation. Then the party after. Now Comic fest.
There has been a lot of things going on over the last few weeks and the parade of activities means there has been precious little couples or even individual down time. I need that. I need a balanced life that allows for one major event a week at most and better if it is one every two weeks. I just do not think I have that kind of juice in me at the moment to be go go go all day every day.
It could be the result of being totally run down at the end of an arduous semester. It could be me getting old(er). It could be me being totally spent as a human and in desperate need of recharge. Any number of these things could be possible, but it doesn’t change the reality of the situation. As it stands, I need just a few things happening in order to feel settled and right.