4.20. Reflections on a Thursday Night

To start, the double click is a growing nightmare. Once again I only clicked once and failed to actually publish Waiver Wednesday, so here I am deep into Thursday night trying to publish a late blog. This is the way things go when I am drained and or deeply anticipating something. I’ve been deeply anticipating the move to the new house. Not only is it a fresh start, but we have a pool! I know the ‘new’ of a pool will wear off, but by then it will be cold again and when it gets hot again I’ll feel like it is a new new!

Now that we have completed the heavy lifting all I feel is drained. My body is kind of a mess these days. I recognize that I am on a dangerous path. I can see it in my habits and actions. I can also see how far I am from others who are suffering from their habits. In short, I’m very privileged and very lucky to live the life I do. I am grateful for each day I get to live it.

Some Thoughts:

  1. The newest thing in ASMR is a series of chiropractors close recording their sessions so we hear the cracks. Nuts. Strangely enticing to hear the pop though. Take this as something that feels like what I do to myself all the time and makes me feel a little more normal to know others do it… of course listening to it is very much not normal despite the 300K plus views. How many of those are bots?
  2. Now that I’m on the chiro kick I am thinking about how long it will be before I go back and get mine done.
  3. That is the thing with algorithms. One day this sort of thing just showed up in my feed–after I was having back problems. The algorithm (as I call it) adjusts to my search criteria and shows me what it thinks I want to see–or more likely what it thinks will convince me to buy X,Y, Z.

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