4.35. Reflections on a Friday Night

I have to be awake in a few hours yet I am here spinning through my upcoming schedule and working to understand what I have going on and how to best arrange my time day to day in order to lead a happy and productive life that creates room for everyone and everything. Light work, right? Riiiiiiiiight….

In truth I have bitten off exactly as much as I can chew and I was up till right now considering taking on another class. I cannot do that. What I need to do is take advantage of the time I’ve allowed myself to actually do the work of my life and to relax and to live and to have moments for me. I have scheduled moments for everyone else, and I have a depth of happiness about that. Me time is generally relegated to when everyone else is gone. It usually entails Madden or Minecraft and me just decompressing. Occasionally I fall into ASMR and reset the ole brain pan, but overall the time allotted for me is whatever is leftover.

New schedule doesn’t do that. It segregates me time into writing, working out, and other. The other is described above or perhaps just me laying around reading a book. What truly matters is that it is there and not just leftovers i’ve scraped together from the time left from other people. That is a big step for me.

Some Thoughts:

  1. Settling on the NFL network fantasy interface since my existing league is already there. Planning a great draft experience for the family league. Drafting on the beach could become a thing.

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