4.173. Xmas

I am doing this by phone, because I lack the energy to stand let alone search out a laptop. I am drained by Xmas. While the day was wonderful it was also demanding. I have been up since 4am and making merry since at least five. It is worth it by far, but it takes a toll. Tomorrow I will sleep in as long as my body and spirit allow and then move forward towards this new year.

My partner noted that there is a certain sadness that accompanies Christmas’ end. I tried to downplay it but the fact is she’s right. The holiday is over and now it is on towards the new year. There is a lot to be done before that year arrives. Thankfully there is also a ton of time off that allows me the possibility of resetting my spirit for what is to come. I am happy and wiser then before. The health is a question mark, but I am firmly in the mindset of fighting this thing and being a better me for me, my partner, and my family.

Xmas has me drained and as I type these words I reflect on all the happiness I am blessed to receive. It is truly a wonderful life.

some thoughts:

  1. Fantasy football championship starts this Saturday and I am left to wonder who is actually going to take the field…
  2. speaking of football, I find it interesting that the Cardinals hire so many local athletes. Lots of Phoenix kids on that team.
  3. thats about it for me… clock is about done and so am I.

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