I’m starting over on my fantasy novel come Monday. My sci fi novel is gone for now–lost without backup to the horrors of the apple tech service. I should have been more responsible in making a back up but I was not. Lesson learned. Still, it gives me a chance to focus on a different project where I am not beholden to a shared world and only restricted by the boundaries of my choices and my imagination. This is a good thing. I feel I still have many things to say and explore through writing. I have not yet begun to see the end of the stories I can tell.
Some Thoughts:
- Very tired. drained emotionally.
- I can tell on these nights, where my typing is slow and failing and I cannot think straight, that I have little more to offer to the universe in this state and it is best to log off from reality for a while.
- I used to recharge with minecraft meditations (or actual meditations) but I haven’t in some time. I cannot bring myself to meditate in any form. No idea why.