Tried using the Bento box and it isn’t exactly right. I may be better off with a pomodoro technique timer. The reality is I am struggling to find healthy methods to live a daily life at this point. I did make a (painful) breakthrough. I walked a mile almost first thing in the morning, and ran a block. It was only a block because my body refused to comply with the request. It did go quite badly. Meanwhile I am watching my partner work out hard in the sun and she’s getting right. I need to get on her level.
I need to discover my level with the words too. I used to be the guy who could write for hours, but now it is fits and starts. I think some of that is about the thinking through the problem aspect of really trying to understand this story and the various motivations at play. I don’t want to force the plot, and I am afraid of it spiraling into what I don’t want it to be and not observing the requirements of what I must do, so I’m a bit stuck in parts. Regardless, the work goes on. If ever slowly.