Well, the sun isn’t down but it is still approaching 7PM. I find myself hoping for summer and the vacation it brings and the cooler weather that brings. I’m not really a hot person or a cold person. Temperature ought to be about 80. This is all. Light breeze, maybe. These are the things that fumble through my mind when the sun gets hot and bright.
I’m going through this strange period of transition where I know I am getting near the end of the semester but not quite there. Also not quite at the point in the summer where I am focused on my summer self and the writing is a 4 hr affair. Once I get moving like that things will go really fast. Honestly, I am excited to get there, because my head is filling with this novel. I see moments and scenes and the main character is living in my thoughts. I love that. I love that moment when I inhabit that character and understand them, the way I need to in order to tell the story. I know this story will be slower and deeper and more well developed in several ways than the last. I know it will be about place and life and the 6th world–what that really means.
Some Thoughts:
- Building towards better habits. I am doing better than I was yesterday to be sure–though my partner insists I am quite stressed.
- I’m stressed to be sure, but some of it is really about that Basketball thing. I tried again, you see, and it went just as badly.
- My mother in law is reading my blog as I am writing my blog for today and she’s surprised about the length… She ought to see the ones when I really go crazy. Sometimes I wish there was a thought to text translator. I need such things.
- Defrag was stalled today. Moving through other matters on the list.
- Dang. This one went fast. I’m truly out of things to say…
- And finally out of time to say them.