Another day, another lack of access to my own website. At some point I will find the time and energy to deal with it, but in the meanwhile, I will continue the work here. The work is the important thing; not the website, not the hits or links or any of that stuff. This started as a way to keep me motivated and writing every single day. It was meant to ensure that, even through the toughest times (like now) I would put ten minutes of my day towards the one thing that defines who I am. The site is important in the sense that it keeps me honest. The idea that there is one reader out there expecting me to post on a daily basis forces me to maintain the posts. For that reason alone I am sad and sorry that the website is not able to be updated at this time.
Maybe it is a good thing. The blog has been really depressing the last few weeks. I find myself in a state of exhaustion that threatens to hinder my normally jovial mood. Worse still, the kids are a hot mess and that means they need more time and attention than I am capable of. Where does that leave me time? It doesn’t. My friend set herself up for a massage this weekend and I think I ought to add that to my Friday schedule as well.
I definitely could use it.