So, I had a bad day. It was a no good, terrible, filthy, stinking, piss poor whopper of a day. It was entirely my fault. I made things worse, and I handled all of it very badly. So, now what? So now I rebound. I have to.
I am sore from starting workouts with my youngest boy, which offers a small sliver of light into what is possible. I am in need of a drastic improvement in life condition, because how things are going now are cyclically bad and hurting everyone around me. What sucks even more is that I am not doing the best with mentally rebounding from the troubles I am dealing with. It feels like I am on the verge of a success and here we are feeling like all of it is smoke that I need to hold on to but can’t. So, what now?
I rebound. I dig in further. I write things down. I publish a schedule that lets everyone in my world understand what I have going right and wrong and how I am correcting for slippage.
A Calendar is an effective tool. I used to be able to use such things effectively, but that slippage I mentioned is getting progressively worse. I need to order the chaos.