Time to get back to the words. Time to get back to me.
I’ve spent so much time working to figure out how to be what I believe everyone else wants me to be and no time at all thinking about who I am and what I want and what it is I want to do, think, be… I need to figure these things out. I need to get back to the words at least long enough to decide what that relationship is meant to be moving forward. The words is the longest relationship I’ve ever had, so the question becomes now what is that relationship supposed to be in light of where my life is headed?
Better question: Where is my life headed?
I’m looking for both answers. I am looking for a way to truly be honest in my communication and my concerns and fears and my recognition of my own vulnerability. A lot is right with my life. More is wrong. Perhaps far more, and that is why I continue to try and explore and even recognize me so I can recognize how to get to a place where me is at peace and in sync with the world around me.