6.741.

Reading Stephen King’s fairy tale is like watching King write a kind of challenge to Neil Gaiman. It is almost like he’s saying, “This is how you do it, Son.” Though I don’t know that famous authors still have those sort of challenges in the air. I always thought I would be the writer to have those, and if I could find my path back to the beam so to speak, I would likely have those again. I’d like to challenge Martin and Erikson and Tolkein to a duel of fantasy world building and storytelling in which my Torathae utters the bark of “That’s how you do it, Son.” Down on through the ages until someone steps forward and challenges my own creation. I’d like to do that, but instead I’ve been sitting on my laurels watching the world move past.

Not doing is a drug.

I am largely composed of low hanging fruit and disappointment and failure to launch. I suppose it sucks so much to see it in my many children, because I largely see it as a reflection on myself. I haven’t shown much beyond a middling novel and a ton of RPG books that do okay. I haven’t bust out and been the shining example of what I’ve long hoped to become.

What will it take to become?

Some Thoughts:

  1. My money is on Georgia. Well, not actually. Not yet. I’ve considered spinning up the betting app, but that’s just bad practice.

6.740.

This has been a very long week and year. So much has happened over the last few months that I am still sort of trying to collect myself and figure out what is heads and what is tails. I took today off almost entirely. Beyond some (overly drawn out) paperwork, all I did was chill and play games. Some video games, some card games. I needed the downtime. Tomorrow I am back to being a writer in full, and putting in those tough hours to get the words the way the ought to be.

I’ve been sending myself emails about stories and about world building, because I know I have stories stored up that need to get out. I also know that I have a serious lazy streak ready to kick in at any possible moment, so I gotta keep these ideas flowing and ready to roll.

More than anything else, I know that this brief lull ought to be as restorative as I need it to be. I have a lot I still want to say as a writer, and the more I experience, the more I want to say. I hope and expect to see my stories in print more and more in the future and to continue to chase that wonderful dream.

Some Thoughts:

  1. Remember the I free wrote on Fridays?