7.549. Freewrite Friday

The morning bus comes around 6 am. The sign posted near the stop says 5:50, but it is always late. So, a dozen people stand under the growing heat of a weekday morning waiting impatiently for the opportunity to load up and be taken to jobs that they’d rather not be working. Some of them realize that the jobs they have are an opportunity to live and afford some of the things they want, even if they cannot afford most of the things they want. Others, like Jazzie would rather not work. Samuel considered that as he walked towards the bus stop watching a sea of familiar faces hanging low, distracted by their phones or watching the traffic zip by. Jazzie was not there again. He hadn’t seen her in three days.

It used to be that they’d walk out of the apartment complex together, or at least nearabouts. The truth was Jazzie barely seemed to realize he was walking behind her as they stepped past the gates, either racing across the street under the warning of a crossing light counting down to zero, or waiting because they’d both timed it wrong and knew it would be another 5 minutes at least before the walk sign clicked white again.

He’d never spoken to Jazzie. Once he tried, mangling a muttered combination of “hey” “whats up” and “How are you” into something that sounded closer to a dogs growl. She turned briefly, her dark hair spilling across her eyes before she raked it back cooly with one hand. She regarded him with a look of curiosity that evaporated instantly as the light shifted to green and the walk sign blared out it’s short cadence. He never tried speaking to her after that.

7.548. Reflections on a Thursday Night Game

I had the chance to watch my son live for the first time this season. They faced the #15 team in the state. They are far below being top 30. What stood out to me most is that he actually is starting to look the part. The kid has a future. He’s a 15 year old sophomore starter who is probably developmentally exactly where his D1 playing brother was at the same point in his HS career. They have different games. #16 (formerly #5) is a hitter whereas his big bro is a cerebral cover guy whose tackling is largely about ‘ankle-biting’ to big effect. They both use their bodies well, and #16 is at the point where he is going to hit a growth spurt and grow into more speed and power. He needs to do track this winter and spring to reach that next potential step, and I am going to make sure he does it.

Still, he’s on a losing team and that kind of thing can break your spirit. This is not going to be a team with a winning record — likely in the two years he has left after this one, which leaves me with the question of whether or not he should stay. I think he should. There is something still to be said for loyalty in my book, and he does so much already that he will only grow to have a larger role and more opportunity to play the game this way. On the other side of the argument, he is not practicing against talent and that is going to hurt him. I need to find a way to help him practice harder, which will hopefully make his team practice harder. He cannot get better by giving this little effort.

The team is bad, but he looks good. I’m happy with where he is at skill-wise, but far from satisfied.