I started teaching face to face again. The experience is decidedly different than teaching online where I don’t have to worry about being ‘on’ and explanations and lessons are less a reflection of my on the spot knowledge and ability than the ability to prepare and successfully link to cool shit. I’m grateful to be back. I’m grateful even more to be doing it with my partner where we can play off each other and enjoy the passion we both share, further igniting the passion we have for each other.
Yeah, teaching makes me feel like that. Writing makes me feel like that. I’ve missed feeling that way for some time. I can pour back through past blogs and tell you the last time I felt ignited–the last time I felt back in the saddle–but I will let you all do that on your own. Instead it is suffice to say that feeling it is like a breath of fresh air after being cooped away for a very long time.
I’m not fully ignited. I am not in the headspace where I will be burning through my outstanding writing jobs. I’m going to need to build up to that. In that is also a realization that maybe some of the work I do damages my joy for writing. It is a job, of course, but when you are entirely committed to the passion it ignites in you it doesn’t feel quite like a job. It feels more like what I was set forth on this planet to do.
Some Thoughts:
- The fourth (May the 4th be with you!) approaches. I am looking forward to the experience. I’m excited to have the Stranger Things launch party and then follow that with some serious weekend binging.
- Interesting conversation with the older kids about that yesterday. At least two of them don’t like watching shows as they come out. They want to binge. They grew up in the bingeverse and treat consuming entire season at their leisure as a right. I do not come from that era, and while I appreciate what they are saying and thinking, I feel like the waiting–the anticipation–adds to the enjoyment of the media.
- That being said, I still binged Jessica Jones Season 3 over the course of 72 hours. Apparently I like the binge a little myself.