Spent the better part of the evening looking at lights around the part of the city where we live. I’m sinking into the xmas spirit. This makes me happy. Beyond that my mind is filled with…
Some Thoughts:
- Barring an over the top scorefest by Jarvis Landry I will be eliminated from the last of three fantasy leagues. 2020 sucks.
- Madden wish list: play cooldown for franchise mode and a way to interview for coaching positions with other teams while you are already a coach. In fact, I’d like a way to have OC, DC, and Special Teams coordinator positions as well as a more involved trainer and scouting department interface. I feel a more in depth coaching experience is definitely possible and important. I don’t know how to fix owner mode. I think adding owners meetings and stuff like that could be fun if the experience offered some in-game and or franchise value to the process.
- I’m deep in the Madden conversation because I am avoiding my novella tonight. It is in that state where, like a puzzle, you can start to make out the picture but you can also recognize all the missing pieces.
- Kaizen: I thought about this in the morning. I wanted to be able to avoid reaching the end of the night and realizing I had not improved in any sensible way. I didn’t decide how I wanted to improve, so I tried to make progress in every possible way I could. I eliminated a bunch of the clutter in the extra bedroom. I finally put real hours of focus on the novel. I told my partner exactly what I was thinking and feeling without being afraid of the repercussions. So, I’ve improved in my willingness to move forward.
- Tomorrow I want to work on patience and understanding…