I’m beat down. This is a bit more than the traditional end of semester sense of ‘man I’m tired of this stuff’ This is life saying, this is what you have to work with now. Live with it. I feel like the situations I find myself in across the board are pretty much how it is going to be. I feel stuck in a bevy of bad situations with a strong desire to get out and move into a life I can really feel proud of.
I don’t feel proud of this one right now. I feel like I’m surviving the way a leaking sub will survive for a while. I need to make changes and get back to feeling like I’m floating towards the stratosphere holding a gaggle of balloons.
Some Thoughts:
- Friday Night Tykes remains a showcase of very bad parenting and some bad coaching heaped on top. I recognized a lot of this is stitched together to creative a narrative that doesn’t always reflect the reality, but the things these parents say and do–even out of context–feels genuine and genuinely terrible.