The weather is turning in Arizona. It climbs higher and higher each day, and we aren’t even out of March yet. Honestly, I don’t know how many more years I have left for it. I don’t want to be here when it is hot, and it is mostly hot. That being said, it is wonderful outdoors right now, and I am enjoying spending afternoons and early evenings in the sun. I am cradled by joy as of late. While not everything in life is perfect, there is so much more right than wrong that I find myself unable to even consider unhappiness as a choice. Every day of hard work is a blessing. Every day I get to be a writer is a blessing.
If I need to do one thing better right now it is to schedule my time better and to in that scheduling, make sure that I am sticking to the schedule. I waste a lot of time during the day. I pretend that it is all about unwinding, but it is chasing that low hanging fruit and endorphin rush that I know I can gain by simply sticking to an easy task for long enough. I need to move away from that and towards real lasting positive goals.